Live Well. Love Well.

wedding . house moving

2009-09-29T02:25:00.003+08:00

www.joeannaboy.onsugar.com (:
watch FANN and CHRISTOPHER's wedding at Channel U, 8pm!

a new home after 123456 years.

2009-09-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

搬家。(:
新地址再公布。

i miss wuhan and you guys.

2009-09-24T00:20:00.011+08:00

you got to believe this.
your highness is using BAWANG shampoo. HAHAHAS.
i thought it would be nice to share this EXPLODING news.
hopefully china shampoo will work its magic
and my hair shall drop/dry no more. (:

oh yeah, leexianjie gave my particulars to army!!!
as some guarantor or something, can't remember.
die, now if he dio dai ji, then i'll dio dai ji also.
shall ask him to treat me more breakfast/lunch/dinner.
his meagre salary is going to be eaten up by me. horrays.
he's probably going to regret so much to have me as BFF. =D

i have decided to hold a MINI party at for twenty first(:
whoohoo! shall check out the venues. casual poet is one of them!
i want pretty pretty cafe~ (:

blessed 21st birthday JEANNETTE!
have a blasting time!
see you on sunday! (=

LEONY birthday!

2009-09-21T22:47:00.010+08:00

i went to LEON's 21st birthday party last sunday! whoohoo~

he's the most BUBBLY and HELPFUL friend i have ever known!

definitely someone i could always count to whenever i absent myself for HC102 lectures! OpppS! :p

HAHA! my partner-in-crime! HEES. :p

happy birthday Leony!

may you continue be bubbly and kind-hearted! :D

and may you continue to be my best buddy at school! YAYS.

was doing BSF work and came upon this,

Let us watch and pray, lest there be in any of us an evil heart of unbelief;

lest we depart in our most secret thought from simple faith in the living God;

lest beneath a fair exterior we yield our jewel of faith to the solicitation of some unholy passion.

Let us especially set watch at our strongest point. Just because we are so confident of being strong there, we are liable to leave it unguarded and unwatched, and therefore open to the foe. So shall we be saved from a fall that shall shut the gates of Canaan against us, and consign us to an unknown and untimely grave.

-- F.B. Myer

this is not apple

2009-09-15T23:30:00.010+08:00

something's wrong with hp darling. hmm. the audio isn't working well. gotta call them up on thursday. why aren't they 24 hours?!

today's class test was a complete flop and I'm prepared to get a big fat zero. yes, and i'm so dead. :/

thankyou songli so much! so nice of you to come down specially to pass me the present and to chit chat with me! love you to bits! *hugggsss*

thankyou angeeeel for the yummy choco and the card! i know who you're!!!HAHAHAS. THANKYOU senior! :D

thankyou leexianjie for taking time to edit my ASSay! sorry that i asked you a really dumbass question. Aiyah, you know how much i hate acronymns! and the army has to use it so often. not my fault right. :p

back to my readings. (:

*anticipating for the public holiday*

joanna.

i died on sunday becos of work and work

2009-09-14T05:00:00.003+08:00

i am translating.
i am angmoh assay-ing.
2 assignments due on tuesday and wednesday.
thank God I finished BSF last week when there's a break.
phew.

i need to finish them quick so I can get neigbour tong and leexianjie to help me check.
so i can study for test and quiz on tuesday and wednesday.
jiayous.

throw and CATCH!

2009-09-12T23:43:00.004+08:00

thank God Phile 'O' Friss went good.
attendance was great. weather was fantastic, though I still hate sun.
and i did not stutter during sharing. :)
thank God for Deb & JiaMin who were able to heeeeelp despite your busy schedules.
i love Frisbee. yays.

i hope all of you had fun! ;D

oh. i changed my picture at my profile page!
took it with twinny, go take it out!
i really have a twin, deb! hees. :p

yes. more eyebags

2009-09-09T06:26:00.001+08:00

i misplaced my pencil case. damn.

chanel whore

2009-09-03T01:49:00.018+08:00

i hate to announce it, my "honeymoon" is O-V-E-R. :(
i love to announce it, my "honeymoon" is O-V-E-R. :)

Yups, total contradicting feelings I've had during these twenty-one days, I'm thankful to God that He managed to keep me sane throughout this roller-coaster-ride-like period. there were lots of whining, complaining i made, especially to sistas at shalom and Rui over msn. heartfelt thankyous for lending so many ears. Also, thankyou Yin, Choo, Bel.

i'm glad i made the decision to attend chinese christian fellowship (ccf). A huge leap from english to mandarin, whether it is the prayers, hymns or even bible!!! though i'm a chinese major, but HAHA i am no good at chinese verses. :p more work, yes, but kind of fun!

it's true that we get energy from God.
my tueday is my most lectures day, class starts from 830am and only ends at around 5pm, really tiring and sian. CCF is smacked right after class, and like what i do believe, this is God's perfect timing, i am happier and felt lot more refreshed after it. :) He gave me the right amount of spiritual rest during the time with fellow 弟兄姐妹s. Yayahs.

bought stuff at ilovelrh.com and glamourplace(:
i hope my online shopping barang barang comes quickly
so EGGGGGCITING. :D

i watched "Coco before Chanel" with yin on thursday; well, i like it!
except that the film didn't really talk much about how Gabrielle 'Coco' Chanel went to the top of the fashion world from a humble background.
Audrey Tatou is really sexy! hahaha:p
i'm in love with Chanel.

joanna.

coach and chanel

2009-08-28T21:33:00.005+08:00

I WANT TO GET THESE(:

if I had no bank loan and NTU study loan to worry after college
if I had forgo my go-to-taiwan-and-be-a-true-blue/green-taiwanese trip
if I had forgotten about the thinking-of-buying-ipod/itouch plan
if I had a scholarship so I would not need to worry about the loans and the scary interest rates

it is always good to live in a fantasy for a short moment when you're sick and happen to google "coco before chanel". =)

joanna.

i miss courage

2009-08-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Joshua 1:9

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.

约书亚 1:9

我岂没有吩咐你吗？你当刚强壮胆。不要惧怕，也不要惊惶。因为你无论往哪里去，耶和华你的神必与你同在。

hits me.

2009-08-23T12:34:00.003+08:00

i don't know why.
but i am actually a suspicious swine flu case.
i am really ... causing so much trouble to you guys.
and i want to attend service.

i am going to miss a whole week of class.
that's really a lot. ):

i feel so incompetent.

alive

2009-08-19T01:07:00.006+08:00

amidst all these stupid stressed up, negative emotions i've felt, something was very wrong with me. there's always that someone i neglected.

the big guy up there and over the place. GOD.

i always forget the fact that i'm breathing every second is entirely God's grace. it is so easy to get "drunk" in all these procastinating when work starts sinking in.

i prayed and somehow, my procastination stopped and i'm actually slightly more productive than the previous week. i've been printing notes (something which i enjoyed doing when i was in ngeeann), and joting down notes and being thick-skinned and borrowed classmates' notes to revise.

at least, when i was in the lecture for that dreadful "An Introduction to Chinese Language" course, i actually knew what the laoshi was saying. and I'm really thankful that he was willing to spend 1 hour to revise on the first lecture notes. xiexie laoshi :) that big, kind action of his made my confused brain clearer.

i'm going to attend my first angmoh elective's lecture. i missed the first lect last week because i couldn't get the elective on STARS (Student Automated Registration System). so hopefully, i can understand. jiayous qiaoanna!.
for the kaypohs! HAHA. i'm taking HG101, Fundamentals of Linguistics: Mind & Meaning. okay lah, i'm quite kaypoh also lah.

anw, do keep me in your prayers cos uni life is stressful and i don't want to lose my identity in this coporate-like rat race. (:
stay saint man.

i'm getting more and more ahlian-ish.
next time, can just call me aunty ah lian. HAHAs. :D

bye.
乔安娜。

乔安娜的话

2009-08-17T00:03:00.007+08:00

乔安娜现在其实很不安很彷徨

她知道她不能失败不能跌倒不能比别人差

可是她其实真的很不开心

或许是那个巨人似的校园带给的压力

太沉重了。

看到乔安娜

能否给她一个扎实的拥抱

拍拍她的背

告诉她“加油，我们会战胜一切巨大恶魔的”

看不到乔安娜

能否为她祈个祷

让她不要忘记那位始终最爱她最懂她的上帝

乔安娜其实很不安。

我

其

实

真

的

很

不

开

心。

我一直都是‘台湾人’

2009-08-15T23:07:00.005+08:00

一场台风
南台湾就这样没了…

台湾加油。
主保佑台湾。

捐款单位:
http://web.redcross.org.tw/
http://www.worldvision.org.tw/edm/20090810-relief/

不解新加坡人的无动于衷
怎么还没有任何本地的捐款单位呢？

这次莫拉克台风和去年的四川地震一样严重
对台湾和台湾人多点人情味吧…
能帮忙多少就帮忙吧…

乔安娜

i need to be better

2009-08-13T08:13:00.003+08:00

feeling lost.

whether it is the huggggge campus

or the STARS system to choose electives ('grab' would be a better verb though)

everything in NTU just makes me wants to spell H-E-A-D-A-C-H-E.

i don't remember feeling that lost when i started my poly life.

i wonder is it because i had taken things for granted before or ... ?

hmm. ):

i wrote "Praise the Lord" and stuck it on my wall

yet deep down I always question myself "Am I really praising the Lord through my heart, words and actions or am I just doing it for the sake of doing it?"

thanks for the sms meshell and cherylloh. (:

going for lecture.

bye bye.

joannnnnnna. huitiiiiing.

i like ballet(:

2009-08-09T18:08:00.015+08:00

Mother prefers "Joanna", cos she will pronounce "Celeste" as chalet. NOOOOO! i can't allow this to happen. so ta-da!
J-O-A-N-N-A. my angmoh mia.

from behindthename.com:

Joanna:
English and Polish form of Latin Iohanna, which was derived from Greek Ιωαννα (Ioanna), the feminine form of Ioannes (see JOHN). This was the name of a follower of Jesus in the New Testament. In the Middle Ages in England it was used as a Latinized form of Joan, and it became common as an English given name in the 19th century.

John:
English form of Iohannes, the Latin form of the Greek name Ιωαννης (Ioannes), itself derived from the Hebrew name יוֹחָנָן (Yochanan) meaning "YAHWEH is gracious" (God is gracious). This name owes its popularity to two New Testament characters, both highly revered saints. The first was John the Baptist, a Jewish ascetic who was considered the forerunner of Jesus Christ. The second was the apostle John, who was also the author of the fourth Gospel and Revelation.

This name was initially more common among Eastern Christians in the Byzantine Empire, but it flourished in Western Europe after the First Crusade. In England it became extremely popular: during the later Middle Ages it was given to approximately a fifth of all English boys.

thus,
Joanna = God is gracious. :)
and yes, our God is indeed a God full of grace and righteousness.
further reminded myself that it is the grace of God that kept me going(and nothing else) and it is the grace of God that allows me to be saved without even doing anything in return and this is what makes Christianity so different and unique from others and i hope to be more graceful as I grow old, wahahaha!

do not be mistaken, dear darlings.
i like my birth name, FOR REAL. i just dislike the fact that i'm knowing more huitings. nay, it is not that i hate them or something, i still love them. :) but it is that weird tingly feeling that makes me feel -.-. i'm not sure whether you understand my point or not. you know those wu li gan （无力感）when people said like "ohhhhhh, another huiting", "my friend's name is also called huiting", yes, it is something like that lah.

i would still prefer those who know me as huiting, to call me that. :)

anyway, the second and third pics are showing ballerinas from a Russian dance company, The Big Ballet(: i'm soooo going to buy the most expensive ticket if they ever come to Singapore to perform(: fantastic how they overthrown the dancers-must-be-thin idea" (i'm of course not referring to dancers who don't grow fat no matter what they eat, e.g. cherylloh & jamielow hahas.)
i think it would be nice if the society is able to appreciate plus-sized dancers too. =)

washing machine is my bff

2009-08-08T00:13:00.007+08:00

my new bed is gonna be black, yes, BLACK.

the coolest colour beside pink. HAHA.

give myself a pat on shoulder, i've washed two blankets, two pillow cases, two bedsheets. Yays! alright lah, machine wash only. this is not bad le hor. don't complain. :p i even hang them out of the window. yes, using that "tiko", bamboo poles lah.

ikea is so wonderful:D

having ikea at tampines is even wuuuuuuunderful(:

bought lovely hangers, 10 for $7.80, and foldable hanger/clothes stand at $7.90 sooooo affordable and i love these lovely prices.

more edits later. (:

back to packing.

jiayou jiayou jiayous!

edits:

left with shampoo, etc, cleaning material, etc, utensils and many more.

shifting house kills

2009-08-07T01:35:00.025+08:00

i am so upset with myself. darn. i haven't finished packing and i'm supposed to move on saturday which is like TOMORROW. HELLO CHENHUITING!!! Wakeupppppp!!!
am soooo frustrated with myself. ): this is bad. :((((

school is starting and yet i'm so not prepared. arrrrrrgh. :( i need to be in mugger mode. uni is too expensive, can't afford to get lousy grades. i can just kill myself if i allow slackness to enter into my life.

all these proved that i'm not having complete faith in God. ahhhhhh. i need to trust and have faith in Almighty Father, totally.
dear Lord, please grant me the strength to go through all these.
i need to be more patient, though it seems impossible.
ah no, with God all things are possible.
trust trust trust.

ps. leexianjie! we need D-I-N-N-E-R. i haven't seen you like for a thousand years!

high and low for angmoh name

2009-08-05T23:08:00.004+08:00

i'm think i'm BALDING. mum and jie were like telling me that too...
DIE. am i going to be following the steps of chomingxiu!
(anw, what happen to ahmeng ah? missing?)
ahhhh. i need some china bawang shampoo to grow my lost hair back

i'm thankful i talked to sab darling about my camp thingy,
and it is really God's blessing that I managed to leave.
i think it is really not my style to do it.
and the smses's encouragement from hab girls that kept me going (:

anw, for those worrying, mummy is doing fine.
just that she always grumble that i eat too much
i know she still loves me, no matter how fat i am
but it is really time to keep fit liao.

i've got fantastic news to share!
Watsons has membership card, only $5 for lifetime membership
now this is what i called SUPER COOLNESS
you could redeem points and have cash rebates. Woohoo
and if you purchase the card within their promo period (which is now lah),
you're entitled to receive a book of discounts!
and no, i'm not paid to do this.
though i secretly wish i was those star bloggers

bought my most-loved neutrogena deep whitening masks and some cosmestics refill. my makeup pouch is now filled with loves.
huiting's a happy girl now!
i love Watsons and Watsons loves me

McCafe is having national day promotion
$3.95 for every frappes, u.p. $4.95

omg. i sound like some aunty...
nah, don't care! i'm already one!

people! there're too many huitings i know.
and it is getting disturbing.
and i have sought permission from papa and mama
that i may go find angmoh name to use
so Help!
a name that is not funny and good to pronounce.
thankyouverymuch.

life is just too chim

2009-08-02T17:07:00.005+08:00

I've Learned...

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don’t care back.
And it’s not the end of the world.

I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself
to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.

I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people,
It’s what they do about it.
I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.

I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you think you can’t.

I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done regardless of the consequences.
I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don’t know how to show it.

I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.
I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they’re going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue,
it doesn’t mean that they don’t love each other.

And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.

I’ve learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don’t even know you.

I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.
I’ve learned that writing,as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.

I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

I’ve learned to love
and be loved.
I’ve learned…

- Omar Washington

read this on Rui's blog. (Link)
thankyou Rui for sharing. (:

thought-provoking poem.
there're just some words that pricks me so hard.

off to pack Again. :(
see ya after saturday.

feeling old

2009-08-02T02:18:00.009+08:00

sorry michelle. ):
i was dead tired.
had to let you do the baking on your own.

so much packing need to be done :(
whether it is for hall camp or for the moving to hall.
it just left me feeling so annoyed by myself for having so much stuff.

i hope von had settled the core modules timetable with the admin people for us because it is honestly just pure stupidity if you do not allow us to do translation modules and there're like no other electives that we could apply for given the sucky timings.

Combined BP YF dry run today(yesterday) at Galilee BP church was pretty much okay, maybe except for the fact that i knew no one there, and it was really awkward trying to strike up conversations.
(official combined bp yf will be two weeks from now, 15 August.)

I felt I was going through my first day of school HAHA. I prolly caught a cherielohjiajia's disease cos I remember no names AT All. :p

But thankfully, met a few juniors and seniors from NgeeAnn :), and it was good trying to talk about our (ex)school, that seemed so different in our eyes. there was this senior from Life BP(i think), who graduated from Early Childhood, who told me NgeeAnn used to catch girls who wore shorts and slippers to school.
-GASP- (credits: Bel)

honestly, that's like the official poly attire already. :p
Amazing yea. (:

anw, the loh sistas and I are still bewildered by one sms. Mm...

i hope i will be not be a game master for combined yf next year .
i've been game master since I started attending combined yf.
that's like 3 years of game master. -.-
tell me, am i such a 'game' person?

i don't know whether i should go for pre-camp tomorrow(today).
i really need some time to be alone and PACK and finish up my BSF.
Hmm...

i'll be off to camp from Mon to Sat.
then on Sat, there's going to be breakout at ECP.
i'll be moving on National day(sun).
CHIN(my course's acronym -.- ) has a whole day activity held for year 1s on the next day(mon).
tuesday, start of uni life and bukit panjang tuition.

it is going to be hectic.

Princess Jolin

2009-07-31T23:48:00.005+08:00

什么是天才?
什么又是地才?

天才大概就是那些不需要太努力就能达到顶端的人，
而地才则就是花很多很多心力去努力才能稍微靠近顶端的人……

我不知道新学校里又充斥着多少天才，
我知道我永远也不是那一卦的…
不然就不会比别人花多一年的时间才爬得上，
我认真努力过，而你却草草地说这些对我只是小儿科，
很抱歉，我想你搞错了。

我从来就不是你口中的‘天才’，我担当不起。
我只要成为会发亮的‘地才’。:)

“有一些天才因为骄傲自满半途会暗淡无光，
有一些地才会不惜把力气花光下苦功，
让自己变得与众不同，成为经典中的传奇。
原来只要坚持，天才和地才也可以没差别。”
- 蔡依林《地才》

公主在2006年办完她人生中第一场香港演唱会后（《唯舞独尊》），
在生日的那个夜晚上写了封给歌迷的信……

我会努力。
像公主一样。

Grrrrrrrr....

2009-07-31T15:10:00.003+08:00

my core modules timetable is HORRIBLE to the max.

I can't do any translation modules because the time clashes with core's. SIANS.

the system just killed my only purpose of choosing NTU instead of NUS. -.-"

and there isn't any decent Contemporary China modules that is available.

call me a wonderwoman

2009-07-27T13:55:00.006+08:00

thankyou God for so holy and faithful
thankyou God for being a comfort and rescue
thankyou God for being the way, the true, the light
thankyou God for being my God and my King
thankyou God for being the reason I live
thankyou God for pulling me back when I am at lost
thankyou God for the brothers and sisters-in-Christ
thankyou God for the way when I am clueless
thankyou God for the encouragements and jiayous
thankyou God for the blessings(:

--
my work at Isetan Scotts had ended with a big bang at mrbeancafe&bar. =)
thankyou liwen for the eleven days
thankyou kweiteng for covering my duty
thankyou ruyu for the half day of nonsensical nonsense
thankyou my dearest sweethearts who came down and said "hello" (:
thankyou wuhan darlings + yin + jess for the supper time.

i'll be having NTU christianfellowship camp from tomorrow till fri.
then my Hall Camp from next Monday till next Fri. :D
and yes, i can finally go for bsf and sunday service, even during camp! :p
somehow good to have someone from bp church as a camp leader. HAHA.

Goodbye NP,
Hello NTU! :D

the world is round.

2009-07-24T00:26:00.004+08:00

i am excited for the wuhan exclusive tauhuay session on sunday(:
i am excited that sunday's my LAST day of work
i am excited for i am running two marathons in november and december
i am excited cos school is going to start in nineteen days
i am excited cos i am attending ntu christian fellowship orientation camp(:
i am excited to be staying in hall
i am worried cos i have to start all over again
i am worried about the money
i am worried about my ability to perform well

=X

went up and burst

2009-07-19T05:44:00.004+08:00

i screwed up. ):

i'm sorry that i lost my temper at you. :(
i'm sorry that i threw a fit at you. :(
i'm sorry that i blew up. :(

sorry mummy. ))):

women have rights too

2009-07-15T19:37:00.001+08:00

support. repeal. SayNoToRape

the plane took my friends away

2009-07-14T09:06:00.001+08:00

I love Ng Hui Yin (:
She had abandoned Thailand and will be attending NTU hall freshmen orientation camp with me. Yays.

Everyone seems to be either leaving or disappearing. Hmm... ):

edit: hui yin darling is still leaving for Thailand, but she'll still be camp-ing with me! :D oh, and, i'm going for ntu cf camp. yays.

i like the cartoon

2009-07-10T08:38:00.000+08:00

thirty three more days and that's the end of my boring-to-the-max holidays :)horrays! that-art-house-don't-wear-shoes-intern introduced a temporary job to me so i will be working from 16 July to 26 July at Isetan(Orchard) as HAHAS i don't know what too.

felicia-who's-leaving-for-china-soon has also introduced a tuition job for me. so EGGCITING. :D p2 english and mathematics.
since i'm staying in hall, so any distance does not matter to me AT ALL. whether it is pasir ris or bukit panjang, Come, i take you on! :D

been trying to turn my body clock back to normal, and i think i'm doing quite okay yeah. i sleep at night not day and wake up in morning at tada 8am!
so i hope this will work till school starts and for the next one thousand four hundred and sixty days. (=

loves,
ting.

hello nokia bye nokia

2009-07-08T21:28:00.013+08:00

I'm in a terribly good mood today (((:
I saw a pretty purple sky today after tuition
and my father bought me a new phone! :D
thankyou father tan.

oh, something new about me =)
i have stopped eating egg yolk and steamed fish.
and i will stop whitening. yes. stop being so fanatic for fair skin.
why? you may ask.
hmm. i realised that i can never be super fair unless i'm born fair. so yeah lah.
of course i'm not saying that i want to tan myself or something, i guess i just want to be normal, and not be extremely extreme like before.
it really took me long to realise that. =/

i lost my ability to smile at some circumstances, especially when i see you,
but thankyou for your replies.
for making me able to smile again. :)

God makes me this way so I want to learn to accept myself and love myself more(:

loves, ting.

i lost it.

2009-07-07T01:36:00.005+08:00

那天我在音乐台看了梁文音的《我不是你想象的那么勇敢》MV
结果狠狠地大哭一场
我遗失了笑容和坚强
你呢？

not a western religion

2009-07-06T23:17:00.005+08:00

Attended bsf today(:
my first after the 1 month break and my self-proclaimed leave HAHA last monday when i sent mr and mrs burtt off

we were studying on the last few chapters of exodus today
which were describing the israelites building the tabernacle and how moses remembered(!) and build it the way Lord wanted the tabernacle to be like
he remembered every single detail the Lord instructed
the instructions given were so precise and so detailed that you would be amazed by it
and awed how moses really trust and obey God's commandments and do everything according to His will, amazing yea?(:

moses could achieve that standard because he had 100% full concentration on the Lord, so he could focus on what God wants him to do
whereas, my concentration and attention is being divided, to studies, to play, to random stuff, to relationships
i guess that's why we can never be compared to the great leader of Israel

Psalm 25:4-10

Show me your way, O Lord,
teach my your paths,
guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my Savior,
and my hope is in your all day long.

Remember, O Lord, your great mercy and love,
for they are from of old.
Remember not the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways;
according to your love remember me,
for you are good, O Lord.

Good and upright is the Lord;
therefore He instructs sinners in his way.
He guides the humble in what is right
and teaches them in His ways.

All the ways of the Lord are loving and faithful for those who keep the demands of his covenant.

Psalm 25:4-10

why didnt you reply me

2009-07-05T14:50:00.003+08:00

我们要沟通要沟通

可是当另一头的线是不愿意时又有谁能告诉我怎么办

i eat tauhuay tonight

2009-07-03T15:07:00.024+08:00

i have found one new love.
Emma Watsons.
people who have both brains and looks are absolutely gorgeous(:
however, people who love the God of creation is the best:)

i'm thankful to the Lord that some of my dear friends have found their love of lives, and i'm hopeful that my God-chosen man would come at the right timing. HAHAS.

random thought:
i hope i could do a minor that is totally opposite from my major.
i seriously hope i am up to the standard. =/

by being vulgar does not make you any better

and by being vulgar to my friend makes you look worse.
and obviously it does not help at clearing your friend's guiltiness.
it just makes you look like some beeyatch.

your friend: you're a sweet girl. i still believe it so.

you laughed when you were there.
you mocked when you were there.
you ridiculed when you were there.
how could you betray your friends?
you did the same stuff with them and you do not dare to admit it.
are you trying to say that you're a poltroon? maybe you're.
i'm more disappointed in you.

i'm sure your classmates do. you broke their trust and hearts.

not h1n1

2009-07-02T17:20:00.007+08:00

because i'm sick and because i'm social responsible.
i did not meet up with julialim.
and mother need to help me buy stamps and envelopes.

mother is stronger after her appendix no more. HAHA.
and all these conclude that i'm STUCKED at home.
boohoo. ):

oh. i bought two albums(:
苏打绿《春·日光》
Various Artistes "Faith The Best of Inspirational Songs"
so good so good.

roam alone

2009-07-01T00:07:00.006+08:00

突然，好想一个人去流浪…

waving bye.

2009-06-29T23:52:00.010+08:00

i hate to see people leaving.
i don't like to be at the airport departure hall waving goodbye.
yet this is something i have to experience always.
it still hurts, no matter what. ):

bye jason, bye rachel.
i'll miss you very much.
may God bless you with journey mercy and a safe journey back to vancouver and washington.
loves, ting.

leexianjie

2009-06-26T12:11:00.006+08:00

take care take care take care.

will pray a lot for you.

let's go to Casual Poet once you're done!

Food for Thought and Dome sound good too.

i'm going to find a good place so we can update about our lives and others' lives happily. yays.

HAHAHA.

take care.

edit: Michael Jackson died. ):

there goes a pop star icon.

ruister is coming back. Yayyyy. pray for him that swine flu won't get him.

aunt had a fall, gotta pray for her. we had a good talk about how holy spirit is working in our lives. loves. (:

cafe club

2009-06-25T13:40:00.004+08:00

164 days to my twenty-one. i'm going to die of boredom sooner or later. -.-

anyway. i have thought of how to start off my adulthood with a bang.

i shall hold a small party at a cafe. sounds good ya? since i love to laze around in cafe and the atmosphere there is fabulous, fantastic. (=

well, it may be nato, no action, talk only. hees.

i have a twin to take into consideration still ):

i bet she wants club HAHA. :D

ask.seek.knock

2009-06-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

i don't pray much so that isn't good at all cos it will mean i don't communicate with God and not leading a Christ-centered life. so i'm starting it in a more systematic, organised way. :)

Starting a prayer request/thanksgivings book.
i'd record prayer requests including friends' down and pray for myself and them. makes things so much easier cos i could then remember what to pray for and be able to keep track the way God has been significant in my life(:

so if you have any prayer request(s), send me a sms, i'd definitely pray for you (;
mum has not been feeling too well after operation, do keep her in your prayers yeah. thankyous.

i realised i can't keep still in front of telly to watch serials anymore. ):
it used to be a routine for me to stick in front of telly and watch bimbotic shows. hahas. now only news keep me still, oh maybe taiwanese news. they're so much interesting than singapore's(:

i like the new blogskin. so simple and sweet. just like me. HAHAHA.

return

2009-06-23T18:58:00.003+08:00

i've gone missing for twenty days.

i'm back.

hello blogger.

bye i-dunno-what. :)

courage

2009-06-04T10:00:00.001+08:00

a short blog-letter for my friend:

dear birthday kaki,
Do allow me to say, You are one brave soul! :D

这场旅程没有人知道是否难走，还是易走
不过，至少你有了别人缺乏的那股勇气去追随你的梦…

一个人的勇敢固然会辛苦
一个人的勇敢可能会孤单
一个人的勇敢或许不简单
一个人的勇敢虽然不容易
一个人的勇敢确实很累人
一个人的勇敢伤心时也许会更痛…

但是，

一个人的勇敢却会更为珍惜
一个人的勇敢却很伟大
一个人的勇敢却会赢回乘以百倍的幸福
一个人勇敢地追梦吧！
因为你的勇敢会感动那个他… 寻梦加油！

不要忘了我的方便饭和面膜！很重要的咯！呵呵！ :p

不要忘记这里是你的最佳避风港… 不论怎样，我的肩膀借你靠。:)

Love never fails;
Character never quits;
and with patience and persistence;
Dreams do come true.

--Pete Maravich

decisions

2009-06-03T05:23:00.003+08:00

i want to eat mcDonald's breakfast.
should i get mcGriddles or big breakfast? or both? :)

and no, we're no longer best friends, not even good friends.
we were probably never.
she has her own clique since the days of blue.
and yes, i am and was never in it.

bye friend.
hello acquaintance.

i miss you friend

2009-05-31T19:29:00.006+08:00

失去爱情
我还可以在下个转角遇见那个他。
没了你
我该怎么在下个转角找回相同的那个你？

迷路的时候
为什么你不曾伸出援手
你晓得吗？
我是个人
不是台机器
不只会笑
我也会痛，会哭。
会因为你的麻木
你的一声不响而……

video

2009-05-31T00:16:00.001+08:00

watch this.
it is amazing. :)

beeyatch

2009-05-30T19:17:00.044+08:00

life's such a biatch now.
and the stupid weather too.

anyway.
since i'm JOBLESS. HAHA. have so much time on my hands.
and so. i went up to the TOP OF THE WORLD. :)))
Singapore Flyer!!!
alrights. ain't that great lor. ):
BUT BUT BUT. it is the company that matters yeah! =D

i went with...

zhenkai.

karen.

chuanrong

derek

and of cos.
my chinesestudies darlings.
boon.onni.bel = BOB laoshi. HAHA.
alrights. that was lame. is liwen.cindy.annabel.

boon: humph! why am i not tanned enough?
me: i'm not fair!
onni: 'nuff' said. SMILE.

bel has been appearing too much on this blog.
haha. stay anonymous for now. show you her sexy butt. HAHA.

the initial plan was to go CLUBBING.
but. apparently. i dampened their spirits.
cos i'm broke.
when will my pay come leh?
I'm so sorry that we had to sit by the river and drink big gulp.
HAHAHA.

you don't really expect us to just talk and drink by the river right.
yesh. we did play some kissing-hugging-singing games.
i kissed bel and bel kissed me.
zhenkai almost kissed chuanrong and vice versa.
ALMOST. such a waste! HAHA.
so we had zhen kai's nose to touch chuanrong's nose. Woohoo! :D

i'm going to upload some inane videos on youtube.
stay tuned.

HAHAHA.

i love J

2009-05-29T01:39:00.015+08:00

“生命是自己去体验的，去创造的，没有人可以操控你的生命
或替它下任何注解。” -- 蔡依林。

special thankyous to OurVoiceBox.sg team who invited me to Jolin Tsai's showcase concert! 'lubbs' them to the max! =D

princess Jolin is great as usual, she danced despite the fact that she is injured and supposed to stop dancing for two months. ):

i was so worried for her. HAHAS. yeah lah, I don't know her personally lah.
the concert was very entertaining maybe except that the whole thingy started late and ended early.
and it was quite an abrupt ending too. ):
nvm, my princess is still WONDERFUL and AMAZING and FABULOUS. ((((:
yays! :D

i've been meeting up with annabellimjinxia for many many many times the past week. HAHAS. i don't know why also.
and they were all for different occasions. WOW-ed.
wed was dinner with meng,jess,yao,boon.
thurs was lunch with ex-colleagues + supper with yao,yuchih,weiwei and janeal.
tomorrow (today) is SINGAPORE FLYER + Popeye's' dinner with ex-colleagues. (:
all these prove that we really love our colleagues! :p
and we're even meeting after our churches' sunday services for lunch. HAHAS.
further proves that I'm actually secretly in love with her. MUAHAHAHAHAS.

i'm going to miss her like mad when she XXXXX.

and i'm going to miss my birthday kaki boon when she XXXXX.
boohoho. ):

bye people.
i love you. <3

not worth

2009-05-26T17:04:00.006+08:00

“再好的男人，都不值得你伤痕累累地去爱，因为真正好的男人，不会让你伤痕累累。”

-- 《十年》by 楼雨晴

couchpotato

2009-05-25T14:43:00.020+08:00

“败犬”的人生也是精彩的。
看“败犬女王”就知道了。
是“胜犬”又怎样？
小心变黄脸婆
呵呵。
哧哧。
好奸恶的嘴脸哦。

韩版的《花样男子》好看暴了。
马上立刻去看！
噢，周六晚上9点半才播。优频道。
记得要看，
因为F4帅呆了，保证口水直流。
又有一个做梦的理由了。

我的女神的新戏要开播了!
就是后天！
晚上九点 8频道。
女神和终于不再是安娣的皇后火拼。
呵呵，当然是我的女神胜算较大啦。

还有还有
大力推荐日本动漫 Spice and Wolf
举起大拇指 “好看”！
没在播，不过Youtube有。
我在等你借我DVD！
不准反悔！

公主要来新加坡宣传专辑！
我星期四会出席她的小型演唱会！

好开心哦！

unemployed

2009-05-24T01:15:00.005+08:00

i'm JOBLESS now.
Hahas.

Noticed how i've been fatter since i came back?
therefore, ME is going to EXERCISE rigorously to shed off some fats. HAHAS.

watch me shine. (:

on high

2009-05-20T21:51:00.003+08:00

i've been on cloud nine recently!!!
no... not because i am on drugs or what lah.
this is all because three of my FAVOURITE friends will be back next week and next month and end of next month! :D

i'm so thankful for this GREAT news cos it did make my bored-to-the-max life more EXCITED. HAHAS. =)

i'm so thankful to the Lord for them, though they may be physically far away from me, they've beem always there for me not matter what. (((:

there're so much to Praise the Lord!
thankyouverymuch God that sieweehern will be back for GOOD. horrays! :D
congrats to rachelyeo for your engagement! God is Marvellous and WOW! His timing is so perfect. :D
i misses talking in person to joeltanruiliang. and yes! you're gonna be back soon! Hees. :p

really thankyou God for placing them in my life. :)

zac effron

2009-05-16T23:44:00.037+08:00

i know it isn't right of me to do that.
i know it is unethical of me to break my promise.
but i'm really sorry cos I went back on my words
and I watched "17 Again" TWICE TWICE TWICE. WAHAHAHAS. :D
this time, I caught the show with nghuiyin. :)

once again, i proclaimed:

ZAC EFFRON IS HOT HOT HOT!
他是我要的男人！哈哈哈！

anyway.
i graduated on wed. 13.5.09 !!!
13 is my favourite number, by the way, hahas, so out of nowhere.

really thankyou God for making these three years possible and so fantastic.
it's been a sweet and wonderful journey
and i really enjoyed myself throughout. :)))

thankyou God for the provision of the local uni place.
that's really something that i didn't dare and never expected.

went to dempsey hill for post-grad celebration cum act-like-taitais session with the girls.
had lunch at PS. Cafe. my 2nd time there.
though it is not cheap but their cakes are FAB. FABULOUS. :D

my Wuhan laoshi came over to Singapore to attend my grad ceremony. =)
classmates and i took her to Galleria DFS today.
and she said she acted like some 暴发户 at the mall. Hahas!

Qi Laoshi is so cute lah. ^^
hope she likes the card i gave her. (:
i will miss her very very much.
shall make my way to Wuhan again next year.
lots of good memories there. :]

work is taking up much of my life.
so i'm gonna COPY annabellimjinxia.
and make my after-6 life more HAPPENING.
ask me out for dinners or chit chat or shopping.

happy birthday

2009-05-11T00:08:00.012+08:00

watched "17 Again" with karenseeweiling! (((:
though we have known each other for almost a decade

but HAHAHAS, it was the FIRST time we watched a show together.

Amazing, isn't it? :p

i just need to say something,

Zac Effron is hot Hot HOT.

He's totally GORGEOUS-looking. TOTALLY. :DDDDD

i would totally encourage girls/ladies to catch the movie with your girlfriends and not with the boys/men.

Cos' they would be like damn annoyed and irritated by how we gaga-ed over the already-attached-in-real-life Zac Effron.

HAHAS.

the movie plot was alright, not bad but it was not that fantastic still.

something you would watch once and not go for a second try.

the only attraction would be probably the male lead. HAHAS. =D

i got it wrong

2009-05-06T23:54:00.004+08:00

生病了。:(

好开心！:)
今天发薪水！呵呵。
我似乎每回拿薪水时都会在这里写上一两句
哈哈。

我发现一个好不可思议的秘密…
似乎关于我的。
嘻嘻。:p

not just a bitch fight

2009-05-05T00:19:00.014+08:00

i know it is a little tad too late to blog about AWARE issue.
hahas. :p
first, thankyou God for ending the whole issue. :)
second, there's an article about it at The Christian Post.
LINK HERE
i think this should fully reflect what I felt about the whole incident.
and this article too.
LINK HERE TWO

The beast was given a mouth to utter proud words and blasphemies and
to exercise his authority for forty-two months. He opened his mouth to
blaspheme God, and to slander His name and His dwelling place and those
who live in heaven.

He was given power to make war against the saints and to conquer them.
And he was given authority over every tribe, people, language and nation.
All inhabitants of the earth will worship the beast - all whose names have
not been written in the book of life belong to the Lamb that was slain from
the creation of the world.

He who has an ear, let him hear.
If anyone is to go into captivity,
into captivity he will go.
If anyone is to be killed with the sword,
with the sword he will be killed. This calls for
patient endurance and faithfulness on the part
of the saints.

Revelation 13:5-10

out to see emperor

2009-05-02T23:13:00.004+08:00

i had an eventful day today :)
went for breakout meeting in the morning.
had breakfast with lynn, mich and chun kit. =)
pray for dear lynn, cos she hurt her pinky and it was swollen. ):
she needs to get well soon! :D

went to tutor Shayna while the rest of the breakout committee went to take pictures!. :)

walked to church to do some typing and printing.
ben forever sings too loud. :/
michellechanyenling was super nice cos she dabao-ed my lunch back. :]
adrian and chun kit were damn zek-ark cos they made ben their chauffeur.

ben was driving adrian, yongjie, chunkit, yuan and me back.
i was sitting at the front.
and the guys were of course all squeezing at the back. =X
shhhhh... unlawful act. HAHAS.
anyway, yongjie, yuan and i alighted at pasir ris station.
then adrian and chun kit totally refused to sit at the front.
super bad of them lah! zek-ark brothers-in-christ i have lah. HAHAS. :D
poor ben lah. okay, i promise i shall not oppose your loud singing anymore. :p

the highlight of the day! :))))

met up with xianjie and jeremy to the

because of the "The KANGXI Emperor " exhibition that was held there. ((((:

anyway i did not take any pictures in this exhibition
it would be too dark then because of the lighting.
but i took some pics at the other permanent exhibitions.
don't worry, i did check out with rules there and it was not unlawful to photograph lah.
i'm a good citizen hor. HEES. :)

statues related to the godness of the sea （妈祖）that the Hokkiens normally worshipped.

a super HUGE Penjen-style Bronze Drum from Indonesia. (:

honestly, i don't know what this is. HAHAS.

我们到此一游！拍张照留念！*牙齿* (credits: Lynnette)
leexianjie chenhuiting jeremyboojianwen. :D

i'm so happy cos i'm like super duper fair in this photo.
maybe because leexianjie and jeremyboo are tanned. =X

then the silver graduate decided that he should share his JOY and prize money so he decided to treat us to the coffee connoisseur. Whoohoo. :DDD
but silver grad regretted it when he saw the bill. OUCH!
burn a BIG hole in his pocket lah...
thankyouverymuch.
treat you back when i get my pay. :)

YUM YUM.

SHY *AHEM* SHY ME. :DDDD (credits: Shuang Ying)

design-ful serviettes

headed to burger king for cheap dinner before i split ways with xj and jeremy.
fastfood is the cheapest you could find in that super-ulu-during-weekends CBD area. HAHAS. :]

a very shiny and bright me! =X

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO KAREN SEE WEILING!
I LOVE YOU AND THANKYOUSOMUCH FOR ALWAYS LOVING ME FOR WHO I AM.

c sucks.

2009-04-30T22:15:00.004+08:00

da jie is now the No. 1 destroyer of the Tanster/Chenster.
(used to be me though :p )
SHE SPOILT HER FAN.
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
s-t-u-p-i-d.
LOL.
it was damn hilarious.
the way she ripped off the fan blades.-.-
cannot believe da jie is as stupid as me.
now both of us start the STUPID TWO group.

but anyway.
many gamxia-s to her.
now we have two new fans!
hohoho. :)

for those uninitiated,
my family doesn't own any air-conditioner. like NO.not even one.
(we do have FIVE fans though. :D )
yeah, i know it does seem to be like
"OHMYGAWD! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? YOU MEAN AIR-CON?!"
totally whatthedoots lah. -.-"
i mean we're doing pretty well with only just fans.

some people just do not need to kick a big fuss out of it alrights?!
furthermore, the tanster/chensters are highly-committed environmentalists
so we are in favour of having just FANS to blow. HAHA. :)

anyway.
i think my parents were kena scammed by the electronics store with the capital letter C.
bought the two fans at such notorious price!
just because mr tan and mrs tan don't understand Angmoh lang does not mean you can cheat their blood-sweat-money okay!

i'm going to Shalom Fellowship tomorrow!
for the one and only time, it is at BEDOK.
HORRAYS. :D

edna's my classmate(:

2009-04-27T23:12:00.008+08:00

God is so good to me! (:
Had BSF (Bible Study Fellowship International) class earlier and guess what?!
hokkien kaki julialim is in the same discussion group as me! :))))))
totally awesome!
HAHAS.

and the most amazing thing is
ednaphongyangyi is also in my group! :DDDD
she was my classmate at ngeeann and i haven't seen her for ages!
i'm so glad we're classmates again!

i'm so blessed to have both of them to be in my class!
thankyou God for the surprises! :D

Think About His Love

Think about His love, think about His goodness
Think about His grace that's brought us through
For as high as the heavens above
So great is the measure of our Father's love
Great is the measure of our Father's love
So great is the measure of our Father's love

How could I forget His love
And how could I forget His mercies
He satisfies, He satisfies, He satisfies my desires

Think about His love, think about His goodness
Think about His grace that's brought us through
For as high as the heavens above
So great is the measure of our Father's love
Great is the measure of our Father's love

Great is the measure
Great is the measure
Great is the measure
Great is the measure of our Father's love
Great is the measure of our Father's love

i'm all out for chen liping

2009-04-26T23:04:00.017+08:00

random posts with random photos. (((:
photos were taken at my uncle's wedding.

argh.
i can't believe joanne peh took the best actress award. -.-"
i mean, it was like "HUH! WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS MAN."
alrights.
probably because i had never caught the "Little Nyonya" craze
and had absolutely NO IDEA what's so WOW about that ONE.
i personally think that chen liping should win.

spent so much effort in THAT particular serial
and the rest of the productions are like so-oh-my-god-and-they-totally-suck!
so you have all awards going to that high-budget 台庆剧 and not other better dramas?
weird, isn't it? =/

perhaps that's why many of us STOPPED watching those totally-cannot-make-it shows and switched to Hong Kong, Japanese and Korean dramas. (:

ask Mrs Annabel Lam and you'll be amazed by how she could
memorise all the lines in "Moonlight Resonance" 《家好月圆》,
watch super-old drama, "The Greed of Man" 《大时代》
for umpteen times and not sick of it,
keep imitating that Laughing 哥 in "E.U." 《学警狙击》 during work
and most terribly,she loves tvb drama so much that
she'll think she's Raymond Lam's wife.
HAHAHAs.
she's always better known as Mrs Lam. :p

see. that's the power of drama.
and that's what singapore lacks.

i'm still hopeful though.
so probably there will come to a time that i'll concentrate my one hour on our local productions. (:

sing

2009-04-24T23:30:00.007+08:00

i have to stop using my old Dell and start using my Hewlett-Packard. :)))
this is so random. -.-"
so out of nowhere.
what the dooot. :/

i need to refrain from using those mild
and of cos those un-mild vulgarities (Opps!) from now on
if not julialim and michellechan will just beat me to death. HAHAS.
i'll strictly adhere to that, maybe except during office hours. :p

i went karaoke-ing with boss chia, liboon, bingbongbiang, ahbel and uncle sum last friday. (((:
now all of you had seen me crying when unclesum sang that particular SONG
which will forever break my heart into many pieces.
OMG. i sound so ahlian. AHHHHHH. :p

anyway. bingbongbiang is so CUTE and HILARIOUS lah.
HAHAHAS.
I LOVE HER.
She's the ULITMATE.
this is bingbongbiang.
MUAHAHAHAHAS. :DDDDD

humans are pure dumb

2009-04-22T22:29:00.005+08:00

happy earth's day. done your part to protect our dear earth?
i bet it is a NO right. Wahahahas. :D
now. go switch off air-con and use the fan instead. :)
and stop printing ATM machine receipts out. :)

congratulations! to cheryllohjiawen. :D
rafflesjc chinese dance GOLD with HONOURS. wow-ed. :D

congratulations! to nghuiyin. :D
she received a damn good roomate and that's ME!
she's now officially my roomie at NTU Hall. :]
i've finally gotten the admission letter from NTU. yays!
shout! ALL GLORY TO GOD. =D

biblestudyfellowship international called me
and told me to go for class next week.
after being on the waiting list for four months
FINALLY.
wheee. :)
God's timing is always perfect.

now the good things end.
here comes the bad.

what's wrong with Cambridge institute!!!
keep postponing my German class!!!
ARGH.
the THIRD TIME they flew the aeroplane on me.
humph! :(
now lessons only will start in may. END OF MAY.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

tanweijie

2009-04-19T07:43:00.007+08:00

TAN WEI JIE. The 2nd cutest guy I have ever known.
(please note that the number one in ranking is JERRY YAN.)
He's the GOLDEN GRADUATE FOR DIPLOMA Diploma in Engineering Informatic.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!

WE LOVE YOU. ((((:
especially when your eyes and BINGBONGBIANG's meet.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAs

doubtful

2009-04-18T03:19:00.009+08:00

i've been very vulgar recently.
it is probably the very real side of myself.
and the after-effects of bingbongbiang. =X

and there's really something that's bothering me like hell
and i keep hearing myself saying XXX.
do hope someone could grow up and USE HER BRAIN and THINK
not too much to ask, isn't it?

how the hell do you squeeze two big families into a 5-room flat?!
hello. get your bloody facts right.
not a mansion.
not a villa.
not even a bungalow.
just a FLAT.
a damn HDB FLAT only.
we're not homes for the refuge alright?!

and if you have no money to marry, then don't do it.
how could you have the cheek to ask for money for your freaking wedding!!!
it is YOURS, not MINE.
can't you just do it in a SIMPLE style?!
don't you know simplicity is the new "IN" thing to do?

why make it BIG and horrendously glamorous when you're not capable of doing it?

KEEP IT SIMPLE YOU IDIOTS.

and i warn you
DO NOT TOUCH MY THINGS WITHOUT MY CONSENT.

i had enough of these damn nonsense. you ought to be shot and die.

on a happier side note. i'm volunteering at World Vision's 30hours famine camp. (:
5th june to 6th june.
I'll be either the camp facilitator or the game master. :D
there would be a pre-camp training at 23rd may.

note:
after much juggling and discussing with parents
i decided not to go for church camp this year.
since i can't really afford to apply for such a long leave from work. =(
michellechanyenling: you'll need to find another roomie! sorry. ):

i'm running for this year PASSION RUN! :DDDDD
10 km.
of cos i'm doing the non-competitive run lah.
this marathon is supposedly my preparation for my standard chartered marathon held in December. (:

i'm not buying iTouch.
but i'm hinting to YOU.
i want an iTouch for my 21st.
you still have about another seven months to save and scrimp.
HAHAHAs.

taiwan trip is postponed postponed postponed.
i'm aiming for the 6 months exchange trip to taipei that the universities have. [:

i'm attending Stefanie Sun's concert in JULY.
whoohoo. :D

and my GERMAN class is finally going to start on 28th april!
like finally!
yeahs!

i receieved good news about the graduation awards.

congrats to changchengyao!!!
He's the GOLD MEDALIST of chinese studies. :]
tune in to 883jia fm every sunday from 4pm to 8am to listen to his program!
he's a fantastic deejay!
we're totally proud of you yaoyao! :D

congrats to leexianjie!!!
silver medalist of mass communication!
i'm so proud to be your friend. hahas. :D
TREAT ME DINNER. =p

congrats to tongsianchoosharon!!!
yea man! You made it!
yin and i are totally happy for you! ((((:
horray!!!

though i was pretty upset i wasn't in the top 10%.
but still truly want to praise the LORD for the good results that He had showered upon me. (:
thankyou God. :D

cheryl: haha! haiyo! my gradutation ceremony is held on 13th may not 13th april dear! :p JIAYOUS FOR YOUR SYF DANCE! GO RJC Chinese Dance! GOLD WITH HONOURS!

cherie: GAMBATTE FOR YOUR HOCKEY! May you SCORE AND SCORE AND SCORE! GO SAJC HOCKEY! LOVES! =D

films movies.

2009-04-14T22:16:00.055+08:00

i realised i haven't been putting up photos .

here's one taken at amelia and janice's birthday celebration! :)

horray!
fann wong and christopher lee are getting married!
read the news here!
being a fan for fourteen years and still counting(!),
i'm thrilled and happy for the duo! :D
YAY!

be excited!
cos' SIFF is here! :D
i'm so so happy that more Singaporeans are supporting the film festival.
so encouraging to know that more than half of the screenings' tickets are SOLD OUT. WOAH. :D
it is so so important for us to support our own events lah.
and SIFF is definitely a great event to start off with! ((((:
then you should also go for Singapore Arts Festival (which is in June! Coming!)
and Huayi-Chinese Festival of Arts!
appreciate ARTS!
HAHA. Damn it. i sound like some darn promoter! :p

anyway.
i'm watching four films this year.

18th april
Month of Hungry Ghosts

from siff site:

Why is a whole nation, world-class and cosmopolitan utterly enthralled by the month of Hungry Ghosts?

Every year, during the 7th lunar month, it is believed that the “gates of hell” are opened and all the souls are set free to wander the earth. Many spirits – the “hungry ghosts”- roam around trying to fulfill their past needs, wants and desires. This phenomenon effects personal loves, the society and the entire economy. The people respond as if the dead truly walk amongst them.

25th April
How to Be

from siff site:

British comedy about a frustrated musician who turns to a self-help coach to thaw the frozen grief of his dysfunctional past.

Art is young, middle class and quite depressed. He is going through a quarter life crisis just when his girlfriend dumps him and he has to move back to live with his uncommunicative parents - who are far from thrilled with the idea. His equally damaged friends, volunteer work and music are no help to his growing anxiety so he turns to psychology guru Dr. Levi Ellington whose mode of treatment is to move in with the patient and shadow his every move.

Poignant and occasionally dark, the film explores the increasingly common phenomena of grown-up children living at home, middle class depression and self-help. Robert Pattinson, who plays Art, is perhaps best known for his role as the benevolent and hunky vampire in Twilight. Won a Special Jury Honorable Mention at Slamdance.

Fireflies in the Garden

from siff site:

A family tragedy forces a father and his son to re-evaluate the meaning of parenthood.

Growing up, Michael Taylor could never connect with his domineering father, who criticised him constantly and punished him severely for every misdeed. A family tragedy, however, compels the adult Michael back into his father’s presence, an experience that forces him to confront old memories and family secrets. Torn between anger and hope, Michael struggles to understand his relationship with his father, and how things may have changed.

Still Walking

from siff site:

A hushed but poignant family drama about the passing of time and how the Yokoyama household survives the death of one of their own.

From the renowned Japanese director of Nobody Knows comes a film in which everything happens in the Yokoyama family house where grandfather Kyohei worked as a doctor. Years after their eldest son has died, Kyohei and his wife are unable to move on from their loss. When their second son, Ryota, and his new wife and son return home for a reunion, old wounds between the family members get reopened.

Reminiscent of Yasujiro Ozu’s painterly filming style but without the moralistic sensibility, Kore-eda Hirokazu’s latest film delves quietly but incisively into the undercurrents of betrayal and hurt that run under the surface of an ordinary day in the Yokoyama home. The film also features Japanese singer and model, You, as Ryota’s sensible and placating sister.

Still Walking won best film at the 2008 Toronto International Film Festival.

except for the Month of Hungry Ghosts, the other three would be screened on 25th April at Lido cinema. :)
i would also be supporting leexianjie and friend at their short films (non-finalists) screenings on 19th april. :D
well. could ya feel my excitement? Hahas!

oh. i just found out that sunshine laoshi is volunteering at the festival.
ohshitletmegodie. -.-"
i pray that i would not see any parts of sunshine at the screenings.
Opps.
yesh. not even a part of XXX. :]

i think i'm a little out of mind.
cos i'm actually thinking of buying itouch.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
siao.

i shall save up and see how lah. =)

my youngest uncle got married today.
many blessings to you and your wife! :D

cover-up

2009-04-10T23:18:00.005+08:00

i want and i need kong kong to get better. ):
老了。
憔悴。
然后心碎。:(

i went to the newly opened tampines one with my family.
it was crowded. like duh.
一定的嘛。假如没有人还得了。

题外话，
*我真的很讨厌那些隐瞒去了好地方便自私地不与人分享的人，好东西就是要分享的嘛。*

tampines one was normal lah.
another family mall to me.
their marketing totally sucks.
cos it is definitely not for the hips and hops.
there were like many many maternity shops. -.-
and kids. ahhhh. i seriously don't like them.
hip and hop? bullshit.

i'm definitely there because of Uniqlo.
sadly
i didn't get to enter cos they were limiting the number of shoppers so there was queue
and i was then too irritated by the many idiots who stepped on my feet for countless times.
so we went to fill up our stomachs instead.
eating seems so much better than queuing. :)

and you think tampines mall would be less crowded?
that's total rubbish.
人潮一样.
对我来说，没差。
反正商场人不多就完蛋。所以人多是好事一桩。
没什么好抱怨的。

i wanted to buy tickets for SIFF at sistic counter after dinner
SIFF=Singapore International Film Festival
but it was closed.
bad timing. sians.

popular is a love in my family.
papa bought his favourite pen and it is my favourite brand too. (:
mother was still in total shockness that things are so much ex now.
cos i told her the jeans we saw at levis was two hundred.
mother never understand why someone would spend two hundred on jeans.
and i had to assure her that i won't be that crazy to buy that pair of jeans.
da-jie would tell me to go commit suicide if i does that.
i don't dare. i would buy a one hundred and ninety-nine jeans.
just joking.

anyway. i bought eason chan's newest Cantonese album.
it is my first Cantonese CD. *so excited*
honestly speaking. i detested his mandarin songs.
don't ask me why. i have no freaking idea. (:

papa and mother actually think that
if you try on the clothes
you will have to buy it.
siao.
then i'll be broke and have to declare bankruptcy.

folks in the family are getting more hilarious.
so funny.
haha.
好勉强的笑声。

阿公，您要什么时候才会好呢？